Yesterday I had cross -swords with my sister.reason was meagre..but it has nw becum a part of our daily life to pich up fights on non issues...and funnilywe patch up almost then and then...and mom enjoys the comedy circus...for most part of the day.But yesterday the topic was serious..she more or less uses my everything..not even bothering i need it at the moment or not..and i dislike the habit like hell!!..I dont even touch any of her belongings..and she is not even bothered asking me if she takes anything that belongs to me..Infact she has a fetish for using everything that I own..evenif..she has the same for herself...i feel so waspish..Gave her a tight earpull yesdai.Still...now dont start thinking am a damn selfish one not sharing anyhting with ma sis.Inspite of all these fights i love her a lot...I rember..there had been a number of times i was supposed to stay out of home...I cudnt sleep for most part of the night..i missed her a lot..the cuddles, the"kuchi-kuchi" doing(noe this is a special thing we do .and that am not goin to disclose).
When she was a kid..I can recall I just used to look up at her and counted everuy second for her to grow up..it gave me extreme pleasure to descry the smile on her face when she was gifted with a stuff!!she used to look at it with earnest concentration..as if she is going to discover something from it.even if we fight a lot..but at the end of the day..when I just think of the whole day..what I did and what I not(I have this penchent of making a routine in my mind at the end of the day..my gains and my losses).And another thing is that..she was a Goliath in miniature form when she was a kid..she used to beat me up like anything..and I was a silent bearer of all her doings..but her childish prattles,her smile ,her kuchu kuchu eyes...kisses...her dimples..made me forget all her 'torture'.and now..we break up we make up..we fight ,we laugh..we just cant think of nything without these..but still if somehow someday..we dont make up before going to sleep,i silently wait for her to fall asleep..and then without kissing her..I simply cant make my eyes closed!1...infact till now I just treat her just like a kid..I just dont let this thing in my mind..that we both have grown up..and we literally behave like kids.we just love doing it..and hope will continue doing in in the days to come!!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment